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[28 Jun 2006|09:55pm] |
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first off, I would like to say that I hate this thing & im sorry for anything ive posted on here that was pointless. no one will read this except a select few, those of you who do, or have read just this line "I am sorry I dont have a cool photo anymore" hahaha yeah okay, I figure this will be my last one of these, I just dont use it that much & the reason for having this in the first place is not a reason at all now, so yeah. journal's are good for letting people know how you are, posting pictures of your "beautiful day at the lake" or whatever, but I have nothing really to post in this, and anything I have written in here is no longer a part of my life.
anyway, cuttin' to the pie> the few of you who know who I am & dont need a picture, like some who are reading this right now thinking, "who the hell is this guy?" you know who I am, so hit me up on the good ol' space of mine or just call me.
so those who are still reading-life is good. im having a great summer, being single, & not dealing w/ 99% of girls bullshit all the time (im not turning queer, its ok) but yeah, saw radiohead in berkeley last weekend! that was very awesome stuff, probably the best show i'll ever go to. Im seeing Mew in august!! the Blesk cd is done & will be released in 2 weeks! our tour is being booked & I think it will be w/ Briertone for like a month. our last show at downtown brew went very well, it was amazing how many people came out [it supposably sold out & over 200+ over!] Ive been working too damn much, what kinda life is that? blahhh
okay well thats the scoop. just to let that person out there know> I know you're saying sorry for everything that happened, but you're not, at least not enough to give a damn about who you screwed over. . .you care enough to write it down on here, so I except your apology in typing. I just know that I am happy, & im jumping for joy your happy if you say you are, but I honestly dont think you are, thats what sucks...so why did you do what you did? it just doesnt make any sense, but im use to that. . .I just want to make it clear so you know im not holding any grudges to that extreme, it just sucks because we're never talking again. so yeah, have a happy ending with your new boo (hahaha) let him know he is a bastard. . .but then again so am I.
peace all you lj fsdkffjkhdsfkj people out there & good fellow friends, I bid you good evening?
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[16 May 2006|04:17am] |
I had tender feelings that you made hard
But it's your heart, not mine, that's scarred
So when i go home, i'll be happy to go
You're just somebody that i used to know
You don't need my help anymore
It's all now to you, there ain't no before
Now that you're big enough to run your own show
You're just somebody that i used to know
I watched you deal in a dying day
And throw a living past away
So you can be sure that you're in control
You're just somebody that i used to know
I know you don't think you did me wrong
And i can't stay this mad for long
Keeping a hold on what you just let go
You're just somebody that I used to know
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[26 Mar 2006|07:11pm] |
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well, I dont know how I feel anymore. I am completely in-love w/ someone who no longer feels the same way about me anymore. I guess i'll get over it...but I dont want to, I dont want to be alone. It is a horrible feeling. everything I ever wanted in a girl I had, & now its gone, there's nothing I can do about it. I suppose im just not cut out for being the "ultimate boyfriend" or something, it seems to be happening alot more often then usual. Or maybe im just messed up emotionally from my past relationships & I can never just except my reality. im a 22 year old music junky w/ no future? I am beginning to beleive this. right now I have no love to offer, & no emotions to feel, except completely depressed...yeah, this journal is a cry for help, im pathetic.
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| its been awhile... |
[13 Feb 2006|08:39pm] |
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...first entry in awhile. my password was changed & I couldnt log on for months!
so what has been going on? hmmm, nothing. working alot, we have a new boss & it sucks getting use to a new one...shes okay I guess. been hangin out in atascadero/templeton alot! its fun, I love all my new friends that ive been getting to know (brian, pat, amanda, wt, ashley, jaynaye, blah) yeah, they're all really chill people. I love chill people. its valentines day tomorrow & my only plans are just to be w/ whitnie<3 we kinda already celebrated v-day on friday, so tomorrow is just going to be "hang out" time.
I need to eat more food. I just havent been very hungry lately...thats probably not a good thing. the blesk cd is finally finished! that should be out soon, im excited. it actually is one of the best recordings ive ever done!I guess thats not really saying much, but yeah...it turned out decent. we're planing another tour in may as well w/ sparrows gate, that should be fun.
im excited for tomorrow, I miss whitnie...
this is short, but I just wanted people to know im alive. Ill write a better one later<3
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| christmas is freaking stressful!! |
[22 Dec 2005|04:04pm] |
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yeah...I haven't written anything on here in forever. Mostly because I have no shit to write about!
I finally finished christmas shopping today! I am completely broke now :)
I went to wal*mart to get a gift card...that place sucks around christmas time.
All I wanted was a gift card & it took me like 45 minutes because some stupid mexican lady, (& her 5 kids) tried to get cash back from a whole cart full of halloween costumes. She was argueing w/ the teller for forever...she ended up not getting any $ back-because she didn't understand the concept of not returning seasonal costumes.....so if I tried to take back a christmas tree that I bought from wal*mart (hypothetically) they can't take it....weird, amagine that. :)
I HATE having to work on chrismas eve & christmas!! I did this like 2 years ago & it was horrible.
I just want this week to be done with. We go on tour right after christmas (for 4 days! HA!!) & then come back on the 2nd of jan. And then leave again on the 10th....it'll be worth it even though i'm going to be broke the whole time.
I miss whitnie. I havent seen her in a few days, mostly because things have been so busy for both of us. She's also moving this weekend!! That sucks, hell of a time to move!! But it's not very far from where she is now, so thats good.
That about sums it up for me....my life is good, nothing to complain about-no tragedy's of whatever.Nothing cool for christmas (although whitnie got me something cool) but i'm not going to be posting any stupid livejournal's about the new "latest & greatest i-pod" I received for christmas....because I won't be receiving one.
bye lovers<3
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| fresno show of magical mysteries |
[02 Nov 2005|10:00pm] |
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the show last weekend in fresno was pretty awesome indeed!
ace is a really good photo-grapher.....anyway-fun stuff!!
excited about roseville show on friday, although will be extra sad if whitnie doesnt make it :(
went to the dentist on halloween (retarded!!!) got really, really drunk & stayed at my work-
not looking forward to paying speeding ticket I got in carpenteria-
hope whitnie's birthday is fun! It's the end of the month.....
here's those pictures-
( Spectacular Mystical magic inside! )
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| HORRIBLY HORRIBLE |
[19 Oct 2005|01:57pm] |
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I am a horrible boyfriend & I make girls cry....
watch out-
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[20 Sep 2005|08:29pm] |
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had a great weekend-spent it with my lady.
went to a party & did not know a single person at it...(those are always fun)
ended up getting wasted off capt morgan & beers. made some new friends. :)
some guy told whitnie to give him road head......
I almost killed him-then I thought about it & decided it was not such a good idea-
a.drunk b. would have got killed by 15 bro's.
working on recording a cd- & i'm not liking this "break" the bands taking from playing shows.....we need to play some damn shows!!
I found out we have a small tour of 4 days (wooo...) in december.
hmmmm, what else.....cut my hair so I can see better now.....picked up my paycheck today & now i'm working. ...
I miss whitnie as usual.
<3333
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| weirdest week of my life... |
[04 Sep 2005|01:28am] |
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I dont know why exactly, but this was by far the weirdest week of my life...or one of them anyway. Not anything too crazy, but just one of those weeks where NOTHING goes right at all. Even the smallest of tasks are a pain in the ass. I have just been feelin shitty.....sick to my stomach. Way TOO "sober" to think straight or make quick decisions or any decisions at all. I've stayed up 2 different 2 day periods w/ hardly any sleep at all. Have not really associated w/ anyone except whitnie & my last day of doing night audit was a living HELL. After taking care of Chandler "drunk off his ass" puking in the hotel lobby-I also almost was out of a job because of some stupid ass newspaper lady that could not find me to tell me that I had a check-in customer @ fucking 4 in the morning!!!! ....this doesn't make sense to anyone i'm sure, or maybe because everyone knows how a shitty week feels. bye to all....
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| LONG WEEK & LONGGGGGG DAY!!!!! |
[31 Aug 2005|01:58pm] |
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well-had to work last night-was full of energy & excitement all night!! whitnie came to my work to hang out<3 we watched FULL METAL JACKET. (i've owned that movie for about 6 months now, & just watched it last night!!) whitnie was not "feeling well" so I followed her up to T-Town & now i'm sitting at her work in the hot heat:drinkin' water & smokin ciggys.
I found out that i'm going to be switching from my normal 11-7am shift-to day time shifts of 12-8pm or 3-11pm!!! kinda sucks alot, but I guess it's a good thing, i've been working this shitty shift for almost 4 fucking years now!!! FUCK!!! that is too damn long.....my boss is probably going to save my life by having me do this....
We have a show in Clovis on Friday @ The Barnyard (where ever the hell that is) & we play w/ The Colour @ SLO BREW on Sunday!! YESSSSSS!!!! and than.....after that.....taking a bbreak from playing shows so that we can finish our damn cd already!!! (about time!) so this will give me a chance to take up new & interesting hobbies! Like "Fly Fishing" or "Rocky Mtn. Climbing" or something EXTRA cool like that!! But i'll probably just have alittle more time to play some music on my own & finally figure out how to play the damn piano.....
okay thats it-whitnie is the best thing that ever happened to me.......waite what? okay bye.
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[22 Aug 2005|01:10am] |
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played @ a house DRUG & ALCOHOL FREE party on Friday....that was a hoot.....um, played @ motionz laser tag in santa maria-that was pretty awesome. I realized today that I need to play music more to my fullest. I mean I play alot of shows, but barely have any time at all to practice. so yeah, there's that & I need to get some teeth pulled out of my mouth, cuz they hurt like hell....& hmmm-I need to quit my nasty habits soon before I can't anymore. reading catcher in the rye write now & its pretty interesting, I read it in high school, but forgot what it's about. had sushi today w/ whitnie & it was really good! :) I love being w/ her, it makes me feel better as a person & she makes me happy! yeah-this weekend went really smoothly for the most part...most weekends are just really stressful, but it helped that whitnie came to the show on sat & I was w/ her the rest of the weekend.I really want to watch sin city now....so goodbye-
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| I'm Only Sleeping/ Lennon, Mcartney |
[18 Aug 2005|05:02am] |
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When I wake up early in the morning
Lift my head, I'm still yawning
When I'm in the middle of a dream
Stay in bed, float up stream
Please, don't wake me, no, don't shake me
Leave me where I am, I'm only sleeping
Everybody seems to think I'm lazy
I don't mind, I think they're crazzy
Running everywhere at such a speed
Till they find there's no need
Please, don't spoil my day, I'm miles away
And after all I'm only sleeping
Keeping an eye on the world going by my window
Taking my time
Lying there and staring at the ceiling
Waiting for a sleepy feeling...
When I wake up early in the morning
Lift my head, I'm still yawning
When I'm in the middle of a dream
Stay in bed, float up stream
Please, don't wake me, no, don't shake me
Leave me where I am, I'm only sleeping
>time for sleep, I am soooo done with today & ready to say "bye bye" now......
had a good day, saw whitnie <3 (my p.y.u.)XO
went to starbucks 3 times, ate panda express, played video games in pismo & got my ass kicked at the drum-drum revolution game or whatever that shit is......& hmmmmmm, came to work, chilled with whitnie, ashley, the branham, chan,& camden,.....good stuff-oh yeah chandler & I played hacky sack w/ the LOCALS (ha.)-those guys are crazy!
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| fun day!! |
[17 Aug 2005|12:22am] |
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Today whitnie had to get a "cleaning" @ the dentist & I found out how UNHEALTHY my teeth are! :( I was sad.....but yeah, then I went to sleep around 11:30 this morning, after a long night of work. woke up around 5pm & went out to dinner w/ whitnie & her family to Senor Sanchez, it was delicious! I HATE leaving whitnie I decided. it just sucks especially when i'm all alone. but i'm sooooo HAPPY when I am w/ her- we get into small fights here & there.....but i've noticed every fight is over being either jealous or just worrying about eachother....small things, you know? and that makes me feel safe in knowing that we care about eachother enough, to keep eachother aware of how we feel & when we are upset. I don't know-i'm delirious & tired & want to go to sleep......
I love this girl <3 my cutie (P.Y.Y.)
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1st aaron wicked journal ever!
whitnie's makin me a delicious cookie.....rocky road.
had a pretty extreme weekend. Fun & stressful at times.
lets see-where to begin?
Friday-went to sushi @ samurai in Paso w/ whitnie :)
Sam made me laugh. he was the crazy japan-animation guy that served really sweet sushi.
he gave me saki & it was good. !st time for that.......didnt know it was saki at first.
saw a acid freak that was sitting next to whitnie at the bar. his left ear was stretched 2 inches!!
We had the same tattoo. We went to white trash's and everyone was playing poker.
whitnie won me some money but then i spent it on pizza.
then...i spent the night at whitnies house
i had to go to the show on saturday which by the way...check out the coolest band EVER 'Lost Ocean'...i envy that drummer
got lost ...20 minutes out of the way but Gabe finally found his way back but it sucked a lot because it was so damn hot in bakersfield
whitnie called me and it made me really happy... she was really happy....and drunk
i was supposed to get back in time but we didnt leave until really late
due to finding a place to serve food
got hit on by a crazy gangster chick with a purple shirt at the local 7 eleven
and then i got back home finally @ 3:45 a.m.
was a bit pissed when I found out what time it was-
& all I wanted to do was be w/ whitnie-
foggy on the grade at 4 in the morning-DO NOT RECOMEND.
Due to my extreme exhaustion, I started a stupid fight with whitnie & was sad, pissed off, tired &.....
PISSED OFF! anyway-all better today was fun! Target, samurai, & starbucks!
I think i'm in love with sushi..........& I love sushi w/ whitnie! :) she makes me happy, and I love her.
have some shows coming up- 8/11 Two Dogs in San Luis (Briertone) 8/12 something sacred @ esteem 8/13 The Mercury Lounge ?
okay thats it.
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